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| i haven't written in here in a long ass time. i guess this should be an update entry.
school is alright. im getting lazy and lazy by the moment and still pulling through. i think its because im only taking four classes this semester instead of seven, i need variety.
been working now, and im even more tired because of it. i like my enviornment and coworkers, i just wish i didnt have to do closing so much.
family life is alright. have a new addition to the family, a nephew which i am happy about.
personal life is okay. not much to look forward to or want. im just realizing that im doing bad with savin money and all i do is shop -.- ugh.
btw, i need a fucking vacation. | | |
| So if you don't have anything to say to someone, why bother talking to them? ...EXACTLY.
I fckn cherish my breaks now...GOD! Sleeping is so damn great. | | |
| Things are looking up for me in this new year.
Got some decent classes with a few of my buds, some of my major, job interviews(ohh yesss), a new computer! oh yessssss,new mp3 player, things are happier with my familia.. oh yes. Only downside, my health but its okay I can take care of that. PLEASE BE THIS GOOD TO ME THE WHOLE YEAR, 2007!
Itd be nice to see him around campus again =). Both of them actually...both strike my fancy alot. =).
MORE SUN=MORE BEACH TIME WITH MY BUDS!
Five Months and some days til my birthday haha.
Three Months and some days til SPRING BREAK...CABO!!! PUERTO VALLERTA!!!
MCR and RISE AGAINST concert..a must go !!! Hardcore ppl ..OH FUCKN YES!!!
Shit..i missed the augustana concert. WAAAHHH!!
new clothes...more shoes. yeah i do need a job, expensive ass.
NO INCREASE ON CSU'S TUITION!!! PLEASEEEEE WE AREN'T RICH, ARNOLD!
WHEN IS THIS COLD GOING TO BE OVER??
See now im just rambling...time to go to sleep. | | |
| The year is ending. As of now its 1206am ..new years eve. Time flew by real fast this year.
As of now, before the is ending, I'm panicking over my grades at school. Weak right? Yeah, I worry too much that I keep checking if my other professors put up their grades to see what I have. As long as I'm not on academic probation, I'll be happy. I really hope I get a B in the rest of my classes cos that will help me keep my gpa. Anyways...
So 2007, another number, another year to write on the top right hand corner of my papers. Each year I hope for something better to happen than the year before. I think this year has brought so many surprises to me that make me think this year has probably been one of my good years but also one of my disappointing ones as well. Lots of mistakes were made, lots of things I had to endure from my family and school. I guess I grew up a little more this year that even I noticed I am more serious and less "kid at heart". Not that I've gotten boring, I just think that I'm getting tired of thinking like a kid or trying to stay a kid when I know I can't be. And now I think about how I'm gonna be a year older, oh gosh. Yes I'm happy that I'll soon be twenty one but I'm so sad because my years at college are going by quickly and I just want to do good so my future isn't messed up due to my faults. Fuck, resolution number one: Don't worry so much!. Honestly, that's all I do when I do something is worry. I think it's because of witnessing so many mistakes done in my personal life, that I just don't want to repeat them because of what others did who are important in my life. You know that saying where don't follow what your siblings did? Or something, yeah I just can't fuck up. If I do, I'm a screw up in my eyes.
The year has definitely made me catch myself eyeing unexpected candidates which where just that, candidates. Nothing happened. I come to notice though each year my interest changes and some just stay the same and come back to me. Also my social life has grown and shorten in different aspects. Small group but better times. Most def. This year has definitely balanced that good and bad. Geez, I'm so overwhelmed with thinking about this year and school that I'm finding myself hard to breathe, seriously. Fuck.
Theres so much I want to do for myself this coming year. Like fix my priorities, put in more me time instead of family time, take care of my body and health because as many don't know, actually as no one knows, I've had problems this year but have sure gotten better. I just want to make sure I'm good overall. I need to take stress free classes or take up writing workshops, write poems for myself, or do dancing. I miss that. When I use to be in my early teens and had a rough ass time in my life, which alot may not imagine but I did, I would always write poems. Heh, I have five notebooks full of poetry and songs filled with angst, sadness, depression. Even see tear marks on papers as I was writing down those words coming from a 13 year old. I use to just head out to school dances and dance because it set me free which is awesome cos I remember those times I would get good grades A's and B's. Now, I don't have time to do any of that that I find myself sitting til three in the morning trying to perfect my school work. resolution number two: Find stress free activities to increase more harmony in my life. A balance.
Well I hope that the last day of the year will be a good one. I hope everyone can at least smile once today. No frowns. Too much sadness and bs in the world to add to with being sad. So, Happy New year everyone. | | |
| YEE YEE!!! Two weeks left and then finals. I'll depart from my buddies next semester cos we're all taking different classes..darn. But this semester needs to be over..I'm tired of it! How gnarly is it that it's sunny and it's December..wOOhOo!! I hope it stays this way and that the rain doesn't come down on us alot..EVEN THOUGH I LOVE THE RAIN! --l8tr. | | |
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